oh, the weather outside is frightful…

January 15, 2009

It is extremely cold here today, and is supposed to be for the rest of the week.  And the thing that makes the weather extra bad, is the wind.  It is so windy over here in West Tennessee.  If the wind wasn’t so bad, the cold wouldn’t be so bad.  But your ears and nose and cheeks freeze walking to class.  And I think that if it is this cold, in the low twenties, teens, and below, then it should be snowing.  Snow would add some excitement to the cold, help me stand it a little more, make it worth it.  But it always seem to precipitate on the warmer days, and it’s clear skies on the cold ones.  Oh well, maybe one of these days we’ll have snow.  We did have snow flurries one day during the fall semester, but nothing that would stick.  It is fun to get all bundled up in big jackets and gloves and scarfs and such, definitely didn’t have to do that in Florida.  So it’s nice to have a change, and experience the seasons a little more.

~Sarah


“Anselm: Faith Seeking Understanding”

January 13, 2009

Alright, so after I finished writing a few blogs earlier, I went back to reading for my History of Christianity class, and read a very interesting document in my textbook.  It’s so interesting in fact that I felt the need to sign back on and write another blog, giving anyone who reads this the chance to read it.  Anselm lived from 1033-1109 and this writing was pleasingly humorous and amusing at the same time it was confusing and interesting.  Yes, I definitely got confused while reading this, but all in all it was amusing and interesting.  Wish I could argue like him.

This is from “A Summary of Christian History” by Robert A. Baker and John M. Landers, 3rd edition, published by B&H Publishing Group in Nashville, Tennessee in 2005, on pages 130-131.

(the first paragraph is commentary about the writing from the book’s author’s and then the next paragraph starts Anselm’s actual writing)

“Anselm of Canterbury was one of the earliest scholastics and one of the most original thinkers of the Middle Ages.  He tried to interrelate faith and reason, but he argued that we must believe in God if we are to understand him.  In the following passage Anselm argues that God is the Being of which we cannot imagine a greater.  This has sometimes been called the ontological argument for the existence of God.

O Lord, who grantest to faith understanding, grant unto me that, so far as Thou knowest it to be expedient for me, I may understand that Thou art, as we believe; and also that Thou art what we believe Thee to be.  And of a truth we believe that Thou art somewhat than which no greater can be conceived.  Is there than nothing real that can be thus described?  For the fool hath said in his heart, There is no God.  Yet surely even that fool himself when he hears me speak of somewhat than which nothing greater can be conceived understands what he hears, and what he understands is in his understanding, even if he does not understand that it really exists.  It is one thing for a thing to be in the understanding, and another to understand that the thing really exists.  For when a painter considers the work which he is to make, he has it indeed in his understanding; but he doth not yet understand that really to exist which as yet he has not made.  But when he has painted his picture, then he both has the picture in his understanding, and also understands it really to exist.  Thus even the fool is certain that something exists, at least in his understanding, than which nothing greater can be conceived; because, when he hears this mentioned, he understands it, and whatsoever is understood, exists in the understanding.  And surely that than which no greater can be conceived cannot exist only in the understanding.  For if it exists indeed in the understanding only, it can be thought to exist also in reality; and real existence is more than existence in the understanding only.  If then that than which no greater can be conceived exists in the understanding only, then that than which no greater can be conceived is something a greater than which can be conceived; this is is impossible.  Therefore it is certain that something than which no greater can be conceived exists both in the understanding and also in reality.

Not only does this something than which nothing greater conceived exist, but it exists in such a true sense that it cannot even be conceived not to exist.  For it is possible to form the conception of an object whose nonexistance shall be inconceivable; and such an object is of necessity greater than any object whose existance is conceivable.  So if that than which no greater can be conceived can be conceived not to exist, it follows that that than which no greater can be conceived is thing but that which no greater can be conceived [for there can be thought a greater than it, namely, an object whose nonexistance shall be inconceivable]; and this brings us to a contradiction.  And thus it is proved that that thing than which no greater can be conceived exists in so true a sense that it cannot even be conceived not to exist:  and this thing art Thou, O Lord my God, existest in so true a sense that Thou canst not even be conceived not to exist.  And this thing is fitting.  For if any mind could conceive something better than Thee, then the creature would be ascending above the Creator, and judging the Creator; which is a supposition very absurd.  Thou therefore does exist in a truer sense than all else beside Thee, and art more real than all else beside Thee; because whatever else existeth, existeth in a less true sense than Thou, and therfore is less real than Thou.  Why then said the fool in his heart, There is no God, when it is so plain to rational mind that Thou art more real than anything else?  Why, except that he is a fool indeed?”

I found this to be pretty interesting.  He kind of lost me at points with all the then that than which’s and all the other highly used phrases, but I thought it was really neat and a strong argument.  Just wanted to pass it along, and I thought me typing it out might have helped me understand it a little more….

~Sarah


Update on the house situation…

January 13, 2009

So when we moved from Florida to Tennessee, since our house didn’t sell yet, my parents had to find someone selling a home that would do a lease/purchase deal.  They found a builder that would and we moved into the house in early August.  But the contract is coming up to an end (after 6 months) and the house down in Florida hasn’t sold yet, so my parents won’t be able to close on the house we moved into.  And after talking to the builder about extending the contract, that won’t happen, so my parents spent the weekend looking at houses in the same area.  More will be figured out in a few days, but once again, my parents have to move, even if it’s just down the road.  It’s still exhausting and a burden on my parents, but they have been so strong and have had so much faith through all of this, it really has encouraged me and made me so proud of my parents and how they are handling all of these trials.  My family definitely knows about trials, especially these last 4 years, and each one has made them stronger and given them more faith.  My dad’s company still hasn’t moved to Memphis, and in fact the company keeps pushing back the date for when they will move from Virginia, and so once again my dad has to figure out all this housing and moving stuff from a distance while working and commuting back and forth and so on.  Moving is hard when you are living at home, let alone being a couple states away and only home on the weekends, and also having to bargain to figure out someone who will do a lease/purchase.  Hopefully someone will be open to that.  Cory and I will be going to help them move in a couple weekends…should be interesting, since I feel like we just did that.  Anyway, I’m just really proud of how my parents have handled things.  I know it is so hard for them and I know these past couple of years have been anything but easy; they continue to show all 4 of us kids their love and devotion to our family and strength that will pull through.

~Sarah


Just some thoughts…

January 13, 2009

I realize that when I find time to get away from schoolwork and stuff and update this blog, I usually write a couple entries.  I should probably try to span it out a little more, but for now I’ll do what I can.  I have come to a clear realization that I am unhappy with how unhealthy I have allowed myself to be.  I’m not happy with myself for how I have allowed myself to put exercising and eating right at a very low priority.  And I have made a distinct decision in my mind to move my health higher on my priority list.  Although all of 2008 my health was very much at the forefront of my mind, as I was daily dealing with health related issues, I think it caused me to see that some health problems you can’t prevent, some just come for no reason at all.  And so I slacked off, and frankly didn’t care very much about exercising or eating right.  For one thing, I couldn’t exercise, part of the time I could barely even walk.  But putting all the excuses and negatives aside, it’s time for me to start caring.  I know that there are things you can’t prevents, and sometimes God allows us to suffer for reasons we won’t know till we see Him face to face.  But as Cory and I say “I do what I can in the time that I’m given,” and thats what I plan to do.  I want to start being healthier now, for the glory of my Savior, for my family and my future family, for my current health and my future health, for my happiness.  No I can’t prevent every disease or every physical hardship, but I can affect the quality of my life and put a priority on my health.  I’ve overcome the whole not caring anymore attitude…I’m past that part and ready to care, I’m ready to show God that the body that He has given me is worth taking care of and preserving, He is worth it.  I don’t know if all that made sense, but I’m just typing out some of my emotions and things I’ve been internally dealing with recently…not trying to complain, just typing out some thoughts as I switch around some priorities.

~Sarah


J-Term

January 13, 2009

It has been interesting for Cory and I to go to school for this J-term (January term/Winter term).  Basically we are both getting 6 credits, taking 2 classes, in 4 weeks.  Instead of the every other day 50 min. classes, we have class everyday and it is for an hour and 50 minutes.  So this semester has been quite a journey, even as we are just a week and a half into it.  It is nice to not have a crowded campus and its nice being able to achieve these credits in such a short amount of time.  But on the other hand you don’t realize what a challenge it really is.  Before this term started I was thinking it wasn’t going to be hard at all and would be quite relaxing.  But I was definitely wrong.  I am just as busy with classes and schoolwork as in a normal semester.  Cory is taking both World Civ. I and II, and I am taking World Lit. I and History of Christianity.  We don’t see each other very often but it has been a growing experience for us trying to encourage each other through the craziness of this semester, and preparing for the extreme craziness of the spring semester.  I really didn’t expect J-term to be this demanding, but it surely is.  Both of my classes require a lot of reading and both have papers due in it, and it basically takes up every hour that I am awake.  (Although I did fit the season premier of 24 in, of course :) )  So all in all, it has been nice to be back at school, and transition, somewhat, into the spring semester, but it is a definite struggle keeping up with such a fast pace.  We’ll see how the rest of this semester goes.

~Sarah


Please Pray!!!

January 4, 2009

Please pray for our house down in Florida to sell!  My family would appreciate all the prayers we can get for this!  It needs to sell, and it needs to sell like yesterday.  We know that it is all in God’s perfect timing, and we are trying to be patient and learn what we can from this, but it is a burden for my parents in several different ways.  I really want this burden to be lifted from them.  They are being so wonderful and have such good spirits about everything.  It has been encouraging to watch them grow through this trial, as is with every trial our family has encountered.  But please be praying for our house in Sunset Lakes in Winter Garden to sell!  Thank you so much!

~Sarah


Back to School…

January 4, 2009

Well Cory and I drove back to school today, after the I went to lunch with one of my dearest best friends (Meredith)  :) and after the Dolphins game (maybe they will get farther next year, but it was a huge leap from last season).  It’s a weird feeling being back, and getting ready to go to new classes in the morning.  We’ll have to adjust to having the longer classes as well as having them every day.  But thats the joy of Jan. term…knocking out six credits in just a few weeks.  It’ll be interesting to see how this goes.  I’m taking World Lit. I and History of Christianity and Cory is taking World Civ. I and II.  It will be good to have this winter semester to ease back into school, as the spring semester is going to be quite intense.  Hopefully I’ll be better at blogging and keeping everyone more up to date.  But for now, we’re just getting through tomorrow as we get reacquainted with school.

~Sarah


Liberty Bowl

January 4, 2009

My dad received a couple of tickets to the Liberty Bowl in Memphis from work, so he took Chip and Cory and I to the game, and although we didn’t really have a team to cheer for, it was loads of fun.  We had great seats, even though it would have been nice to be a little higher to be able to see a little better.  But I can’t complain, it was wonderful and a great game.  It was Kentucky versus East Carolina, and it turned out to be a really great game.  It was definitely fun and I was glad we all got to go.  The weather was really nice too.  It wasn’t too cold or windy, so every aspect of the game was enjoyable.  It was good to do something with my dad and brother.   Afterwards, mom and grandma drove out to meet us downtown and we all went to Jillian’s for dinner and then walked around Beale Street for a bit.  It was a nice ending to a great break.

~Sarah


Christmas Break

January 2, 2009

I am so glad we have had this break from school.  It was been reenergizing and has given me a chance to breathe again.  Finals were pretty intense and it was encouraging to look ahead to the break, and it has been a wonderful break.  Cory finished finals that Tuesday of finals week and he came out to my house, since my brother and his friend were here already.  And then I finished up on Wednesday and a friend brought me home.  It was nice to have that day at home and just relax and do laundry.  That next morning, early on Thursday Cory and I headed to the airport to fly down to Florida.  We got to Orlando after spending a long day traveling, and it was nice to be back there.  I hadn’t been back since we moved in the beginning of August, but Cory went back for Thanksgiving.  And I must say I had such a great time down in Orlando.  I was only there from that Thursday to the Tuesday the 23rd.  It was a quick trip but it was packed.  Cory and I spent a lot of time with his family, we had his big family Christmas celebration, and his immediate family Christmas the next day, and went to his brother and sister in law’s house another day where we had a bonfire and cooked hotdogs and made smores and then watched The Dark Knight, on blu-ray I might add.  Another day I went to the Browns, the family I used to nanny for.  And it was so refreshing to be around them and see the kids and spend time with them again.  I have missed them so much and was so glad and thankful to be able to spend some time with one of my favorite families.  I also got to spend some time with my sweet friend Lindsey one night and then another night I got to see Megan and Lia.  There are some other people I would have loved to see, but I’ll have to save them for next time down.  I also went over to the house to vacuum it and make sure everything looked alright.  And while we were in the neighborhood we stopped by the O’Brien’s.  It was so great to see them, even if it was just for a few minutes.  We also saw the Bryant’s after stopping by the Browns again.  And then another day Cory and I went to the flew market with his family.  It was lots of fun and huge.  It was the Webster flea market, one I had never been to before, but it was so big and fun to walk around in.  But all in all it was such a wonderful trip.  I loved every bit of it and was so glad to have been down there.  It was a really really great trip.  I wouldn’t have changed any of it.

I came back from Orlando and spent a wonderful Christmas Eve and Christmas with my family.  It was great to have Dad and Chip here and the family together.  It was just us, but it was perfect.  We had a great and quiet Christmas.  It’s been so great to relax and just spend time at home.  Our old next door neighbor’s (the McClafferty’s) came over one night, and I got to see one of my best friends, Meredith, which was really great.   Alli and Amy went down to Orlando after Christmas, and Cory came back up on the 31st.  New Years Eve we went to our old next door neighbors house, the McClafferty’s, in Collierville.  It was great to see old neighbors and friends.  We even were able to go next door and walk through our old house.  It was neat to see it and see the changes the owners (it’s the same family who bought the house from us, back in 98) made and also the things that were the same.  I loved that house and was glad we were able to see it.  It was neat that Cory was able to see it to.

It’s been a great break.  I can’t believe it’s almost time to go back to school.  But this break was definitely a much needed one, and it has been really wonderful.

~Sarah


End of First Semester at Union

January 2, 2009

Well we haven’t written anything in awhile, and a lot has happened, so I’ll try to get up to date in a couple of notes.  The end of the semester kept us quite busy.  We had another exegetical paper to write, a couple quizzes, and then finals.  It was interesting as we prepared for our first finals week at Union.  Studying took a lot out of me and really wore me out, but it all ended pretty well.  At Valencia, I really didn’t have to study that much, so I kind of had to learn how to study.  Studying has a lot to do with time management and being able to organize your time well.  I learned a lot through this semester and am so grateful to be at Union.  This semester taught me so much and it ended well.  Cory and I did pretty good on our finals.  It was weird leaving certain classes for the last time and knowing that course is over.  It was also weird getting the dorm ready to leave for awhile.  You get used being there and going home only on some weekends or on holidays and then just coming back to school, but this time we left for weeks.  I’m definitely so glad to have this break, but I also look forward to next semester.  Spring semester starts in February, but Cory and I will both be back for January term, so we go back on the 4th.  It’s been a wonderful experience so far at Union, I’m so happy to be there and blessed to have the opportunity to go there, I can’t wait to learn more and experience more there.

~Sarah